And so..i did a lil thinking..am i really a mother material?hm..let's push the rewind button......ok..as far as i can remember...if there was a toddler around and i was supposed to watch over it..high chances i would be dis clueless person who can't foresee or perhaps can't even care whether the child is in trouble or not..i'm not cruel or selfish..just..plain ignorant..the baby might b crawling to edge of the bed or staircase n i would be like.."em ok..as long as ur happy..i'm happy" n it pains me to say dat the universe is still revolving around me until now..so..the proper thing to do now is perhaps...be more alert n concerned towards lil kids..
Alright. move on to the next...when there was a lil todler existed among me n others during an outing, u would not be witnessing the sweet scene of me holding the child's hand like how mothers would do..i would use my ninjutsu to swiftly evade that task n shove it to another person...i have been walking freely for 29 years..with the speed that i prefer..with the serenity of not having to stop every few metres so that i have to entertain that lil kiddo's interest..never have to chase them when they are running around and knocking people out of their sanity..basically..without any care in the world..with the chance to constantly re-touch my looks and have a complete control on how my tudung looks like..if i am gnna be a mother then i should get ready to be apart from all those privillege..hm..judging from how disturbed i am for still not being knocked up now..i guess i might stop being vain n be selfless...
Alright. move on to the next...when there was a lil todler existed among me n others during an outing, u would not be witnessing the sweet scene of me holding the child's hand like how mothers would do..i would use my ninjutsu to swiftly evade that task n shove it to another person...i have been walking freely for 29 years..with the speed that i prefer..with the serenity of not having to stop every few metres so that i have to entertain that lil kiddo's interest..never have to chase them when they are running around and knocking people out of their sanity..basically..without any care in the world..with the chance to constantly re-touch my looks and have a complete control on how my tudung looks like..if i am gnna be a mother then i should get ready to be apart from all those privillege..hm..judging from how disturbed i am for still not being knocked up now..i guess i might stop being vain n be selfless...
